My Truck.

I am having mixed emotions today. My parents are cosigning for my older brother a new truck, & I get his old one. me & this truck have been through a lot. well actually it's been through a lot since it's 20 years old. (89'Chevy Silverado.) it's baby blue, & rusty. has a few dents, a few new tires, & a new engine....so it's not like it's going to break down all the time, but it won't take me on any epic road trips cause I'm pretty sure the whole thing will fall apart if I try that. :) but i'm totally bi-polar about getting this truck....one day i'll be so excited that i'm going to at least have a license & a car to drive! & other days it's like hell's freezing over, because I know my parents have the money to buy me a car, & they don't want to. grr. :O Honestly I think I should be happy that I am at least getting a car which is more then some people can say; & the great thing is that I don't even have a license & the truck is mine. I am going to spruce it up a bit; golly it is 20 years old. My dad is going to help me get it repainted & get the rusty spots removed. & fix a lot of stuff on it so I'll feel better, cause I am scared to death that I'm going to break down one dayyy. :'(
but I am getting a pink emergency kit to put in my toolbox. oh wow I forgot the mention that I have a toolbox on the back of my truck. do you know of any 15 year old girl with a truck & a toolbox on that truck? you do now! lol. my brother is going to help me clean out the truck this Saturday, because it's a mess! & it smells funky too! it needs alot of work done to it, but I'm up for it!
you have to keep in mind that I've almost died in this truck (my brother had the bright idea of playing the "air harmonica" while driving. :P) I've vandalized this truck (I was mad at my older brother so I wrote jerk on the hood with dirt, I still have pictures.)  but I've also had some good times in it too, I can't think of any at the moment but I am pretty sure it's happened before. So this is going to be an ongoing process, every time I add something to my truck I'll update. lol. I can't wait. FREEDOM! :)
What can I say?